Taday is my day !

Today is a warm Friday.I'm quite happy today as I manage to finish all my assignment on time.I had my presentation in the morning.As usual, I'm the only alien among the white.Finally,it came to the end of the presentation. I was then invited by my group members to go to the pub.I rejected them and walked back to my hall.On the way back,I saw a lot of people queuing in front of a track.Oh my God !!! they are giving away boxes of doughnuts.I joined the queue and successful in grabbing 1 box out of the thousands boxes.Yeah !!! I can save for my lunch today ! Yahoo !!! I opened up the box when i reach home and I was so surprised that it actually contain 12 doughnuts. Woh !!! I can save for tomorrow breakfast as well ! I felt so lucky.I wish I can always be lucky as today.Haha...

I've extra 1 hour in my life !

Today is Sunday.I have a rainy morning in Portsmouth.It just a light rain.I'm quite happy today because I've extra 1 hour in my life!I'm suppose to turn my clock 1 hour backward today at 2 am in the morning.I didn't do as my phone have automatically did that for me! What a good mobile of mine! Haha... In Europe country you have to do that annually and manually. This is only apply to people who don't have a good mobile that can do that automatically for them.Haha...Don't do this in Malaysia or else you will left behind! What had happened? Am I talking crap? Of course not! The change of the clock indicating that British summer time ends.That means the cool and freezing winter is coming! Oh my God! I've to wear more clothes from now onward! Even before winter the temperature is 10 degree Celsius! Now,I don't dare to think of what range of temperature I'll get in the winter time.During winter time,the sun rises later than normal and goes off earlier in the evening.The sun is becoming lazy and doing less works and people here have to bear with the consequences.The only thing that I'm not really happy with is I've to turn the clock back to normal again next year during the summer time.This is not good! :( Anyway,this is fair.

3 days left to go

After today I have only 3 days left.The flight is on 24.I countdown everyday since last month.I am a weird person,having weird feeling. Sometimes,I feel very proud!Sometimes,happy,sometimes,sad.Now,I feel so difficult to let go everything in Malaysia.I can't stand my tears when i think about my family,my friends and lots of things in Malaysia.I afraid I'll drop my tears in the airport.I don't want to do that as it is so embarrassing.The worst things are Derek will be there and I can break in to tears at any time when I can't stand the feeling.The only way to keep him far away from me is giving him a packet of cigarette.Now,I know cigarette do have benefit!

The life of a mother.

I was packing my clothes when i heard someone calling me.She was very anxious when i saw her.She is my neighbour.We are very close to each other."can you please ask your mum weather she can send me to sp(a town which takes 20 minutes from my home)?" "My son is crying non-stop!He is in his grandma house(in sp)!I need to go to sp now!"she said that with a worried face."But... my mum is away,you have to... wait for 10 minutes."i replied in a pitiful voice.I felt sorry for her.I invited her to wait in the living room.We had our chats while waiting.She has to left her baby with her mother-in-law as her parent who used to takes care for her baby was away.She need to work as well so she have to left her baby with her mother-in-law.This is not the only things that i know from her.Her father was fetching her mum to Penang for bone treatment.Her mum falled down a few day ago and suffering from bone fragment.While,herself is suffering from some kind of illness.Her parent is old now and still have to deliver gas cylinder everyday.Now her mother can no longer work."My grandma still lying in the hospital.She is still in coma."she said."Now I have to replace my mum to deliver the gas cylinder after my work everyday."She continued with a sad voice.She has to go for her illness treatment next week.She know that all her treatments as well as her mother's need a lot of money.She also need money for her baby.She earns only RM1200,while her husband earns RM1500 a month.She sighed."I wish my husband can be like your father who can afford for your university studies in Uk." "I know the money spent on me is a lot.I'll try my best to strike the best."I said to myself.She makes me feel that I'm so lucky,having good parent,having the chance to study in Uk.Not every parent can afford that for their children.I Hope that her life can improves soon.Thanks god for giving me all this.